KOCHI: Vinayakan, who bagged the best actor award, disclosed that he had never thought about awards in his life and awards were not a goal in his life. "Awards are not my goal. I had never expected awards. I felt happy for just ten minutes when I knew that I was selected as the best actor in the 46th state film awards,'' he said, while participating in the meet-the-press programmes of the press club. The prestigious award winner with innocent words narrated that he did not know the value of the awards and was learning about their importance. The state government bestowed Vinayakan with the best actor award for his spellbound performance as 'Gangan' in 'Kammattipaadam', the film that brilliantly explored the lives of Dalits.